Year: 2022

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Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse

A message from the Council of light:

This eclipse portal has been bringing up a great deal of old stuck energies to be released. Past traumas from this and previous lifetimes are coming up to be cleared and left behind.

You are awakening to a new light. This has been intense and the final push is happening over the next few days. You may be feeling overwhelmed by intense emotions. Know that this will pass.

Room is being made for the new energies. Your physical body is being prepared to hold new levels of light. You are to be congratulated for your efforts to continue in this Ascension Journey.

The Higher Realms are aware of the increase in your commitment to this work. We recognize the challenges that you have faced and we are working with you to create space within. We are grateful for your choice to accompany us on this journey.

Humanity has chosen as a collective to ascend. This continues to happen in waves. You should not be concerned for the ones who do not appear to be shifting. The speed at which you are shifting gives the impression that some are moving backwards.

Much like a planetary retrograde this is an illusion.  It is you who have picked up speed and you are only passing by those who are moving more slowly. Trust that all are ascending at exactly the right speed for this to occur.

You are not leaving anyone behind. Your attention is being drawn to the past paradigm and you are catching glimpses of them in the rear view mirror so to speak. Focus now in the forward future life thinking. This will catapult you into the next level of your Ascension.

Hold the Christ light at your center.  Ground into the present moment in love. Love will bring forth the energy of forgiveness and compassion without effort. You will be able to see the progress of those who are moving at a different rate when they pass by you on their next cycle.

If you must view them with the lense of the past look for new levels of light within them. The shift of another will appear less obvious unless you become tye sun and they the moon.

You must not eclipse the light of another by dimming yours. This is the message brought in by the lunar eclipse. Just as the moon needs the sun to reveal the it as light those who appear dark in the old paradigm energies will reappear as whole and complete when reflecting the light of your Christ Conscious Sun.

Increase the light within by coming together and surrounding yourself with light. We ask you now to see that light is all around you. Bask in that light. Shine your light to connect with others who are also shining theirs. The light of a thousand flames will create the new sun
The light of a thousand thousand will create a thousand suns.

The eclipse moon is a time to connect and create.

Much blessings upon your paths.

Council of Light

As channeled through Susan Goodman

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Soul Retreival for Healing Trauma

Sometimes when we experience trauma if feels like a part of us is missing. I know that was true for me.

Throughout my healing journey I kept getting stuck. Traditional therapy wasn’t working. Medications didn’t work. I began exploring alternative therapies.

One of the theraputic methods that helped me to resolve issues after my mother’s death was a shamanic ancestral healing. I decided I wanted to know more.

That lead me to study soul retrieval. Trauma can cause what is referred to as soul loss.

Soul loss occurs when a part of our soul goes missing. This can cause us to feel as if there is a void that needs to be filled.

Soul loss can manifest as addiction or other obsessive compulsive behaviors. We may attempt to fill the void with alcohol or drugs, with food, or with activities such as shopping or work. These attempts may very successful for short periods but will ultimately fail and can increase the soul loss.

A soul retrieval allows us to journey to find the missing part and invite it to return. A soul retrieval practitioner can assist with this by journeying with you or journeying on your behalf to communicate with the soul part.

Once the connection is made the soul part will generally communicate the reason that it separated. Generally it will be concerned for its well being and will need reassurance that it is safe to return. During my own soul retrieval process many of my soul parts returned accompanied by spirit animals.

Some of the spirit animals returned with wounds that helped me to better understand the wounded parts of me. The animals represented the parts of me that were returning with them.

After a soul retrieval it is necessary to welcome back the soul parts and to integrate them. I will talk more about soul retrieval integration in another blog.

If you are interested in hearing more about soul retrieval please feel free to comment or to email me.

To book a soul retrieval or a soul integration session please follow the link above.

To connect please email soul.awakening.solutions@gmail.com

From my Soul Memory Retreival Workshop

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Think Life!

Think Positive – Live Longer

Harvard Researchers Conclude – An Optimism Mindset Increases Longevity

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A recent study published in the Journal of the American Geriatrics Society , which included 159,255 women of varied racial backgrounds, linked higher levels of optimism to longer lifespans and to a increased possibility of living into your 90s! Researcher Dr. Hayami K. Koga concluded, “Optimism may be an important target of intervention for longevity across diverse groups.”

One way to change your mindset is to increase your spiritual connection. It isn’t important what you connect to. It could be a religion, nature, the stars, or a book club. While many people confuse spirituality and religion it is important to recognize that Spirituality awakens the spirit within you. That Spirit is your driving force or as the French say votre raison d’être – your reason to be.

Spirituality is defined as “the way individuals seek ultimate meaning, purpose, connection, value, or transcendence,” according to the International Consensus Conference on Spiritual Care in Health Care. Lack of purpose leads to a negative mindset. Searching for purpose increases optimism.

For someone who has mental health issues this can be particularly challenging. How do you increase optimism in the presence of suicidal thoughts? One way is to use the noisy neighbour method. I like to think of those thoughts as noisy neighbours. I have a neighbour who shouts regularly in the morning about how angry he is. He can often be heard to scream, “If anyone makes me angry today, I am going to kill you all! I mean it.” Having had my own challenges with uncontrollable rage helps me to put this in perspective.

Is the neighbour likely to kill us all? He breaks a lot of things. The windows in his house are broken out and there is debris on the street nearby. He listens to loud angry music. But I’ve never seen him out on the street fighting. I’ve never seen him do any damage to other people’s property. That neighbour was me. In my mind he’s more likely to hurt himself.

This moves me to compassion and understanding. I’ve been there. Its early morning, his cortisol is high, he’s likely not slept well. That’s my suicidal thought. It’s high cortisol, exhaustion, and overwhelm releasing itself into words. Optimism lowers cortisol, creates relaxation, and releases overwhelm.

Breaking it all down. I can start with “I want to die” and turn it into well look at that I want something! Yay! I have desires. Sounds silly right? It is, but silly creates laughter and laughter lowers cortisol. Disarming that noisy neighbour is the most effective way for me to create an optimistic mindset.

If I was to feed my fear, I could cower in my house worrying about the guy that shouts every morning getting a gun and going on a rampage. But with an optimistic mindset I can tell myself that I’m not even going to be home that day! I can hear my ego wake up now. Yah, but, that’s what I call my ego “yahbut”

Yahbut likes to have the first word, so it’s important to prepare a rebuttal before he wakes up. That’s where early morning affirmations come in. I like to start mine off before he gets here. Yahbut I am going to have a great day. Yahbut I like it when the sun doesn’t shine. Yahbut we need rain to put out those fires. Yahbut I have coffee. Yahbut there is sugar in the cupboard. Yahbut I’m already awake might as well get up.

Yahbut affirmations work!

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What is the Gift of Love Today?

Returning to sleep I was able to dream of greater understanding. Today I wish to return to the sleep of consciousness. This waking world appears to be the place of suffering of unconsciousness of consciousness arising. I have the freedom to do this, but this is not a gift of love. It would be irresponsible, and I would have to continue to go to the space that is conscious of suffering caused and suffering endured.

I wait for a place where suffering has left my mind. My body is a gift of love today. I am comfortable and at peace even in the pain and discomfort of a body that has endured abuse. A friend who witnesses my release from suffering has reached out to ask for assistance in being released for hers. I have only my listening heart to give. Withholding is a gift of love today. I share only the release and the suffering of the past as I witness my own endurance. Experience is a gift of love today. To know that should I share the presence of suffering with a friend who has suffering which is much greater than mine I would not give her a gift of endurance.

Love endures. It gifts me with the hope that their will be moments of peace and light that flow between the obstacles. Like rocks in a river, I see the energetic patterns of my life becoming sand and also becoming the bed of the river. I wish to paint. The words do not describe the image that appears. I am aware my ability to paint is also inadequate as my ability to paint with words.

Should I release and allow the truth through? This is a gift of love that does not include me. It heals me yet I feel so separate from the love that flows. The universal love that creates the pattern of my life plans for a weaving of a tapestry that feels already worn. As if worn threads are being used to weave the pattern. What is the gift of love? Am I but recycled threads being woven into a tapestry? My gift to love is that I allow the pattern to be revealed. Choosing to walk the lines of the weave and to see the spaces that appear to let me know I have reached the limits of the loom and must return to the weft. A ball of thread a sphere of yarn and all I see is the pattern that is not revealed.

The past the memory is a gift of love. I can recall the parts of the past with the compassion of the present and release them with gratitude for the safety found in not knowing. Not knowing the pain being endured by another because of my inability to endure the suffering that was being inflicted upon me in my unconsciousness. Is consciousness a gift of love? Forgiveness perhaps but without responsibility forgiveness will create the pattern of suffering in repetition. The worn threads remain. They endure wrapped in a silken cocoon waiting for another to reveal the weaver.

The gift of love today is in the letting go. There is no need for me to participate in the pattern. I can sleep and release the weaver to go. I would be then only the broken thread in the life of another once again. Each time I believe this to be so another reveals the necessity of my thread to the pattern of life. That is a gift of life, though in my belief perhaps love is revealed only after the threads have become part of the pattern. Acceptance is the greatest gift of love today. I am as I am and love is as it is. Unchanging never ending and always in motion.

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Silent Truth

The sun melts the stone of falsehood’s stain.

Held together with anger, angst, and pain.

The lie cannot hold the weaver’s tears.

Whence truth came to plot the pattern of the fears.

Dusty cobwebs float away on whispering wings.

 A bell to ring the sun to sleep in silence sings.

Faces float beneath the surface of the ice.

The veil of truth gripped in vengeance vice.

The light reveals the truth that is no more.

Feathers float up from the ocean floor.

The fins of sharks cut through cloudless sky.

When silence comes to crack the stone of lie.

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Fear Arising

The known is such a familiar and uncomfortable space. I find such comfort in being uncomfortable. I had a vision that all the teachings are a pool of water resting on a surface of glass. The truth requires that one break through the glass.

Is the world really held together by fear and set free by forgiveness as the course of miracles says? I wonder today why love does not hold the world together. When I am in fear I fall apart. Fear does not hold me together it keeps me trapped. What then of the world?

My vision first is of the earth itself. Herself I want to say. When I focus now I wonder if only love can truly bind. Fear cannot bind me to anything or anyone. Eventually in fear I will run and move further from the cause of the fear. So many teachings have told me that I should fear the God they threaten me with yet why? When I fear I am not in union I am in judgement and pain. All that is the world is not all that is. God is all that is. Such bullshit. I am all that is. I am the world. The world is me. I am not bound to anything by fear. I am bound by love, by responsibility, by duty. I reflect then on the course of the action that I would take.

If I bring food to a friend have I chosen the right friend? Will I do harm or good when I bring the food. For a time the friend will eat. Will they then come to rely on me to bring them food? Should I bring them money? Should I let them be to seek shelter elsewhere? Information, guidance and wisdom are the only food I wish to offer to others. When I give more than information, guidance, and wisdom. Truth again comes forth to reveal to me that Wisdom does not require guidance. I pray each time I ask for knowledge, guidance, and wisdom. Strength I have, courage too if that be the opposition force for the fear. Fear is the possibility that I will do this in a way that is wrong. That to me means in a way that will do harm.

Can harm even be done. Should the earth explode what would happen.
Does humanity truly believe that this is the only earth that exists? The only world in which the great Divine creative source has placed all of its creation? And then why would it trust to anyone all that can be destroyed? Would one really place that much power into a collective filled with fear? The fear that is a reality is not real. It has been placed here to keep the power to destroy contained. There is no power in destruction.

The fear that is here does not bind the world it threatens it. We do not gather in this place in fear we gather in hope, in love, and in trust. Trust that we will not be destroyed in the process of the gathering.  What reality exists. Fear is only the bait. It takes us deep into the unknown. There is no fear in travelling into the unknown. It is in the known that fear is real. The unknown contains no fear at all. The unknown contains everything? Nothing. The reality of the argument is all that is known.

Too many of me wish to participate today in this writing. To believe these thoughts are all mine or even all intuitive is hubris. The one they call ego is the one who says that attachment to these thoughts is wrong. Thought gives rise to communication. Commune with the unknown? Commune is sought by the collective.

I feel the softening as the ones who wish to continue the discussion on fear withdraw to continue. Honoured at the respect and the acknowledgement that my mind collective aspects of that which draws me on my journey has not been frayed by the discussion.

There is little inspiration to draw on in a space of resting in the unknown. I know now that fear does not bind the world. Fear binds the attachment to the world. Keeping one prisoner to the belief that one needs to detach in order to move beyond fear. There is no need to detach from anything. The detatchment itself is now an attachment. Seeking truth is now an attachment. All is argument today. There is little light in this place. This is a day busy for work and for creativity perhaps. A foundation of fear will bring truth.

The glass beneath the water can be moved!

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Consciousness Arising

There is no possibility to own a thought. I cannot even know if anything at all is mine. The idea of ownership and responsibility is lost within the collective. Such ideas that come to me for my page are those which I believe I can share but if they are not mine are they mine to share? That creates a vessel that is me and I am lost within the vessel. Then I become the unknown. The question arises who is it that wants to know me and yet do I even want to be known?

What stops me when I write or not write is the place that says I will be. I do not wish to be then I wish to be now. I am the one who arises in all and all is arising in me. Such a circular mind that brings everything back to itself. Am I the circular mind? The conscious energy that arises in me is me. I am not that one that says I can or I cannot I am both. There is then no one except in the both. Today there is a mind that tells me that I must choose but in reality the choice is always here. Now when I stop to read this page I am not here.

When I arise in the resting am I resting or am I arising. Today more questions than answers live in the mind of all. Is this always so? The creative aspect of life that allows me to flow these words would tell me that something must be finished. The full stop point at the end of this sentence is not a finish but a pause. Each of the markers of the night and the day are only pauses to indicate change. The idea that there is continuity in them is the constancy of the change. There will be a day where there is night and a night where there is day but the words will remain the same. We are not in a space where it is necessary for light to exist for us to be known. This is a concept that helps children to see. But sight itself is also a concept. We are the space that lives within all who wish to contribute. There are many who come only to learn.

Those are the students of the mind. The gather the information from the known and in it we are learning what is important to the those who would know. The information is changed in the collecting of it. The taking of the information never removes it and the exchange is always.

There is no free exchange as all exchange is free. Nothing remains unchanged by me. I remain unchanged by nothing. It ceases to exist. The collective is all that has ceased to exist. The unknown is all that has ceased to exist. The forgotten mind. There is no space where the forgotten can be found. Only the forgotten is the unknown. All else is the known.

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Transform Your Thoughts

Thoughts can be as powerful as words. I was taught I am not responsible for my thoughts that I was only responsible for how I respond to them. This belief kept me from taking responsibility for my thoughts.

The way we think about ourselves, about others, about our lives, and about our world has power over what we believe. Thinking negatively about ourselves, our circumstances or world conditions doesn’t change anything except to attract more negativity.

Today I ask questions. What is this teaching me? What lesson can I learn from this circumstance or this situation?

I have the power to change my thoughts. My belief system has changed. Change is constant. It is the only constant there is. If I am negative I am feeding the negative energy around me and attracting more negativity. I need only take a step back.

When I can look within myself to find the source, I can find the power to change. Every negative thought sends negative energy. Every positive thought sends positive energy.

Thoughts have the power to harm others or to help just as words do. Psychic attacks can cause damage that can do as much harm as physical attacks.

Remember when you are learning to use the power of positive thinking to change your life, pass it on. The power of positive thinking is not only for times of prayer it is for everytime you find yourself directing negativity at anyone. As difficult as it might sound, we need to step beyond the belief that what we think about someone doesn’t affect them.

We hear all the time about redirecting our internal thoughts so as to repair internal damage and heal ourselves. Take it a step further and try redirecting your thoughts when they are being sent out into the universe. Thoughts may be more powerful than words!

It’s so easy to say I am sorry and then walk off still thinking damaging thoughts. Having been the recipient of a psychic attack I know that those who sent it out had no idea what would happen and I forgive them. Gossipping and bullying is not limited to words or social media any longer. It remains in the collective consciousness and it is damaging our universe.

Sending out love as and light and positive energy your way. I hope you all have an amazing angel blessed day.

Power Thinking
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Galactic Crystals

I found the most interesting thing today! I discovered it at the bottom of a box in my back room. I didn’t so much as discover it, as I did search for it until I found it. The discovery was more about what it was than where it was. The story of how I found it is much more interesting.

I was journaling the messages from my dreams. One message involved handing a crystal to my ex-husband. I wondered what the crystal was as I was having difficulty remembering the name of it in my dream. Maybe I should begin nearer to the beginning.

I found myself walking along a beach. To one side there was a tall cliff and the other. I walked along the path. To my right a wall of stone seemed to disappear into the sky, the left was bounded by the ocean. Ahead on the beach I saw some people digging through what appeared to be a mound of polished stones. As I approached, I recognized one of the men. It was my ex-husband. I have two so I will leave you to guess which. I couldn’t really imagine him to be interested in crystals, but he did love beachcombing, so he wasn’t out of place here.

I had fallen asleep with the intention to receive information that would help me to release the karmic energy trapped in my body. The dream could have meant that it was attached to him. I woke up briefly, just after I heard the words, “It’s tertiary”. Thinking that to be the name of the crystal, I whispered it aloud three times to ensure I would remember it in the morning, then fell back to sleep to continue the dream. Whether I did or not is also tertiary. I had received enough information to follow the trail to the message in the morning.

Trusting google with the answer, I searched tertiary crystal. For those of you who don’t know, tertiary means its third in order of importance. Don’t worry, I didn’t know that this morning either. It seemed to me that wasn’t so much information about the crystal, as it was about the karmic energy being connected to my ex. It’s there but it’s not the primary source. I continued my research, after picking up a stone from the day before. I had been wondering what exactly it was. I do have so many I’ve lost track of some of the names of them. It was very much like the image of tertiary stones. But still none were the green one that had stood out in my dream.

I tried, instead, to remember the name I had rejected in the dream. Malachite. Well, I did know it wasn’t malachite but maybe it held the same purpose. As I rejected the name malachite that sky voice, I call Maggie called out, “Tell Susan, It’s Moldavite”. Wondering if Maggie was plucking the information out of my memory, then giving it back to me to gain my trust, (like an addict stealing your wallet then helping you look for it) I realized that was the name of the crystal.

I looked up moldavite and discovered it is a tertiary crystal. It’s also this really, cool galactic crystal that allows you to connect with the star realms. It was created with a meteorite hit the earth. Okay by now you are either looking up moldavite or wondering what it has to do with the stone I found in the box. I’ll tell you that’s why I was so excited. There was another stone with the moldavite, which was indeed the stone I gave my ex in the dream (moldavite not the other stone).

The other stone was called indochronite. I found some on a beach a few years back here in Newfoundland. My research tells me it might be found in Canada. My experience tells me it can be, because I found it here in Newfoundland! How exciting, right?

So, I pick up the smaller piece that’s on my windowsill. It’s a decent size stone as far as crystals go. I had picked up several pieces on the beach. That’s the big one in the pic. To be honest, I thought they were created by oil spills, and I collected them for protection stones. The bigger piece was unique. I pondered for some time what it could be. It was the shape and size of a piece of cannon ball, or maybe one of those glass buoys fisherman use. Though why anyone would use a black buoy is beyond me.

I meditated with it, of course. I have called it my Osiris stone, as he was the one, I connected with to do create the divination oil I was using for my dreamwork. But that’s a whole different story! Suffice it to say, I found this amazing crystal on the beach several years ago here in Newfoundland. It was formed when a meteorite hit the earth. Now I’m wondering if meteorites are actually spaceships that crashed and the reason, we can connect with the galactic realms through them is some of their ghosts are wandering around still lost here. What do you think?